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Relic

Voice of Illmuzik Radio
ill o.g.
Battle Points: 83
Sorry I havent been touch and go musically and around here as of late...

Got crap goin on the crib on levels that are just plain UNCOOL.

Work sux and I dont have as much time as Id like on the net during the day.

Havent made a beat in a couple of months!!!

Im hoping to get back in the swing of things this month and be good by the end of August, I really havent been on the net much AT ALL.

Have to stop drinking because the level of that had reach unhealthy levels even for me as a result of trying to block out the crib BS.

I really dont like my job and I hate going home.

It is what it is and this too shall pass.
 

dacalion

Hands Of FIRE!
ill o.g.
Battle Points: 259
ditto!

just keep ya head up and like you said "this too shall pass", one day you will sit back and laugh at the things you're going through right now.
 

Fade

The Beat Strangler
Administrator
illest o.g.
Alcohol is a great solution to getting rid of problems, but yes, it can be too much.

Do you at least have an idea of when the trouble at home will leave?
 

UNORTHODOX

Father Timeless
ill o.g.
Battle Points: 44
Sorry to hear it. Bright side, Im sure you will have some storys to write about when you can get back to work!

And alcohol only hides problems. For a little while.
 
Sorry to hear that relic, i just got out of a job I hated and finally made some beats after a similar block. There is always light at the end of the tunnel, have faith man.
Leaving my job didnt exactly solve my problems though, Im just more broke than ever. But fuck it, Im still alive I still have my internet, for now, and I still have my music. Keep your head up and stay strong and dont rely on alcohol to escape the problems, it only makes shit worse in the end. I look forward to seeing you back to your normal self.
 

Relic

Voice of Illmuzik Radio
ill o.g.
Battle Points: 83
Yeah Ex thats the idea, before they cam eI knew it was a bad idea and that it wouldnt work, and that we would be a safety net that wouldnt be doing the adult any favors , I mean hell I was HOMELESS at one point and it changed my perspective on EVERYTHING!

Nothing like realising the world doesnt give a fuck about you in earnest to motivate you to get stable and make solid long term decisions instead of how will I live today type of ones!

Their prescense in my crib has been a drain on the mental and monetary reasources that have kept us afloat, if I went into all of it yall would be screaming at me to kick them out now lol.
 

dacalion

Hands Of FIRE!
ill o.g.
Battle Points: 259
I think you're doing the right thing, life can easily put the shoe on the other foot, they just gotta understand that this isn't permanent, more like a "wham bam thank you ma'am, now get the fuk out"!
 

Greg Savage

Ehh Fuck you
ill o.g.
Sorry I havent been touch and go musically and around here as of late...

Got crap goin on the crib on levels that are just plain UNCOOL.

Work sux and I dont have as much time as Id like on the net during the day.

Havent made a beat in a couple of months!!!

Im hoping to get back in the swing of things this month and be good by the end of August, I really havent been on the net much AT ALL.

Have to stop drinking because the level of that had reach unhealthy levels even for me as a result of trying to block out the crib BS.

I really dont like my job and I hate going home.

It is what it is and this too shall pass.

Sorry to here that I hope you're able to bounce back. I remember when I use to work a 9/5 hated it. way to stressful/time consuming. I remember being ready to go home before clocking in. Hardly had anytime to do the things i wanted to do. When i did have sometime of i spent it sleeping heh

I remember I was with a chick that all she did was make herself broke helping her family use to piss me off. I don't the family thing ....leads to too many issues i'll give hand up but no handouts. Gots to go
 

JustRipe

Analog Architect
ill o.g.
Battle Points: 75
Sorry I havent been touch and go musically and around here as of late...

Got crap goin on the crib on levels that are just plain UNCOOL.

Work sux and I dont have as much time as Id like on the net during the day.

Havent made a beat in a couple of months!!!

Im hoping to get back in the swing of things this month and be good by the end of August, I really havent been on the net much AT ALL.

Have to stop drinking because the level of that had reach unhealthy levels even for me as a result of trying to block out the crib BS.

I really dont like my job and I hate going home.

It is what it is and this too shall pass.

dam man im facin shit too just normal everyday bs though nothin like that....hope u get passed it and bang out some ill sounds when u feel better
 

Sucio

Old and dirty...
ill o.g.
Battle Points: 304
Relic sucks.
 
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