I used alcohol to help my find my 'feel'. Or help me find how to find it. Or how to be aware of it.Yeah, for myself all I can say it’s some sort of performance anxiety (subconsciously?) once I hit record. It’s stupid but just happens from time to time.
Saying that, I have a couple of beers before and I’m relaxed mentally and don’t seem to have the same problem. Like the alcohol says ‘fuck off self doubt I ain’t listening!’
(Not advocating alcohol here kids)