If it's any consolation I mix by feeling too. My mix for this one was a bit quiet, sometimes it's louder. I get a moment where my brain tells me it's distorted even though it's not. Having said that, Quincy Jones never gave a fuck about RMSI might try 'properly' mix one of my tracks before I'm done. I'm pretty sure it will sound 10 times worse than ones I half-mix/mix off feeling.