Eurydice
ILLIEN
ill o.g.
So hard on the next
I wish I could have showed you the love that you deserve
Tell you what wrong when I knew you were concerned
You was always there when he didn’t are
You loved me for me
Seen what he couldn’t see
You were my only friend
Only you I could depend
I met you on some crush shit
With you I wasn’t trying to rush it
Had to make sure that I could trust it
Wasn’t trying to make it what it wasn’t
You had me open
Hoping it was real
The way you made me feel
You knew the deal
From him you I must conceal
We both knew I deserved better
Both knew we belonged together
But I felt for him you felt for me
Although I loved you
You and I could never be
Because he was me
With out him I felt incomplete
I know emotionally he abused me
He always knew he could never loose me
His hold kept my love controlled
And that’s why you could never really hold my soul
I know that if life happiness was the goal
You knew wasn’t happy letting him entrap me
And you tried your best to get at me
Wish I could have showed you the love that you deserve
Tell you what wrong when I knew you were concerned
You was always there when he didn’t are
You loved me for me
Seen what he couldn’t see
You were my only friend
Only you I could depend
Listen to me cry about the next guy
You were stronger than I
You held on strong
And I knew it wasn’t long till you felt like I do
Loving someone who doesn’t really love you
Frustrated about being unappreciated
Hating yourself because you can’t love anyone else
As long as you was loving this person
Unanswered questions to your self
Mixing feeling trying to guess
If you should leave me alone
Monotonous conversation on the phone
I keep talking about him doing me wrong
Thinking how long is she gonna play herself
Is it worth it you’re asking your self?
Everyone telling you to give up
But yet you still sit up and remain to be
Right where you are just for me
No matter how much it hurt
I knew to you I came first
I wish I could have showed you the love that you deserve
Tell you what wrong when I knew you were concerned
You was always there when he didn’t are
You loved me for me
Seen what he couldn’t see
You were my only friend
Only you I could depend
Time is ticking
Doesn’t seem like anything is different
It seems lie you I’m resisting
Taking your advice
But I never listen
Cause I’m still complaining
And in my life he’s still remaining
It’s worse off tan when we started
I finally got the guts and we parted
You keep trying and I’m telling you it’s over
But deep down you know I’m lien
You know me better than that
Eventually I’ll let him back
Cause with him is where my heart is at
Because I know you’re good for me
Through it all you stood with me
I try and start something
But it’s like in the shuffle we lost something
I still care and so do you
But there’s nothing we can do
Because your not the one my heart belongs to
I wish I could have showed you the love that you deserve
Tell you what wrong when I knew you were concerned
You was always there when he didn’t are
You loved me for me
Seen what he couldn’t see
You were my only friend
Only you I could depend
Now we hardly speak
Maybe once or twice a week
I didn’t want to hurt you
But what was I to do
I know it seemed that I deserted you
But if you were me what would you do
When you have somebody who willingly loves you
And you love someone who will never love you
Maybe it was desperation
That distorted my concentration
I probably should have tried harder
But my heats broke so why bother
When you have somebody who willingly loves you
And you love someone who will never love you
Wish I could have showed you the love that you deserve
Tell you what wrong when I knew you were concerned
You was always there when he didn’t are
You loved me for me
Seen what he couldn’t see
You were my only friend
Only you I could depend
Ironic someone neglect
An make it so hard on the next
In my heart apologies and regrets rest
I wish I could have showed you the love that you deserve
Tell you what wrong when I knew you were concerned
You was always there when he didn’t are
You loved me for me
Seen what he couldn’t see
You were my only friend
Only you I could depend
I met you on some crush shit
With you I wasn’t trying to rush it
Had to make sure that I could trust it
Wasn’t trying to make it what it wasn’t
You had me open
Hoping it was real
The way you made me feel
You knew the deal
From him you I must conceal
We both knew I deserved better
Both knew we belonged together
But I felt for him you felt for me
Although I loved you
You and I could never be
Because he was me
With out him I felt incomplete
I know emotionally he abused me
He always knew he could never loose me
His hold kept my love controlled
And that’s why you could never really hold my soul
I know that if life happiness was the goal
You knew wasn’t happy letting him entrap me
And you tried your best to get at me
Wish I could have showed you the love that you deserve
Tell you what wrong when I knew you were concerned
You was always there when he didn’t are
You loved me for me
Seen what he couldn’t see
You were my only friend
Only you I could depend
Listen to me cry about the next guy
You were stronger than I
You held on strong
And I knew it wasn’t long till you felt like I do
Loving someone who doesn’t really love you
Frustrated about being unappreciated
Hating yourself because you can’t love anyone else
As long as you was loving this person
Unanswered questions to your self
Mixing feeling trying to guess
If you should leave me alone
Monotonous conversation on the phone
I keep talking about him doing me wrong
Thinking how long is she gonna play herself
Is it worth it you’re asking your self?
Everyone telling you to give up
But yet you still sit up and remain to be
Right where you are just for me
No matter how much it hurt
I knew to you I came first
I wish I could have showed you the love that you deserve
Tell you what wrong when I knew you were concerned
You was always there when he didn’t are
You loved me for me
Seen what he couldn’t see
You were my only friend
Only you I could depend
Time is ticking
Doesn’t seem like anything is different
It seems lie you I’m resisting
Taking your advice
But I never listen
Cause I’m still complaining
And in my life he’s still remaining
It’s worse off tan when we started
I finally got the guts and we parted
You keep trying and I’m telling you it’s over
But deep down you know I’m lien
You know me better than that
Eventually I’ll let him back
Cause with him is where my heart is at
Because I know you’re good for me
Through it all you stood with me
I try and start something
But it’s like in the shuffle we lost something
I still care and so do you
But there’s nothing we can do
Because your not the one my heart belongs to
I wish I could have showed you the love that you deserve
Tell you what wrong when I knew you were concerned
You was always there when he didn’t are
You loved me for me
Seen what he couldn’t see
You were my only friend
Only you I could depend
Now we hardly speak
Maybe once or twice a week
I didn’t want to hurt you
But what was I to do
I know it seemed that I deserted you
But if you were me what would you do
When you have somebody who willingly loves you
And you love someone who will never love you
Maybe it was desperation
That distorted my concentration
I probably should have tried harder
But my heats broke so why bother
When you have somebody who willingly loves you
And you love someone who will never love you
Wish I could have showed you the love that you deserve
Tell you what wrong when I knew you were concerned
You was always there when he didn’t are
You loved me for me
Seen what he couldn’t see
You were my only friend
Only you I could depend
Ironic someone neglect
An make it so hard on the next
In my heart apologies and regrets rest
