no more girlfriend.... screw it, im ordering a mail order bride.

[Cold Truth]

isnt she beautiful?

i'm not waiting either.... im hittin the first night.

 

[Ash Holmz]

dman truth i though u an wifey were serious what happened?

 

[x-squizet]

damn thats fucked up yo

 

[Cold Truth]

we were serious......

but where do i begin...without all the messy details?

at the end of the day, my life isnt stable enough for her- plus with that thing i posted about- i wont repeat it for her privacy now-but many of you know what happened and that put a tremendous strain on things and that strain played a role. i will say that we parted on good terms and we are still friends, we still love each other.... its just that we are two different people with different sets of values and priorities going in two different directions.

ok, now i feel like i am explaining this to my kid or something, like....

"it wasnt your fault, holmz, it was nothing you did..." lol.

anyhow the first thing i am doing is upgrading the setup.

which means:

Motif ES Rack
Emu 1820 Sound Card
Cubase SX 3 Upgrade
2 New Hard Drives and CPU/Motherboard upgrade
DVD Recordable Drive
New 17 Inch Monitor
Studio Monitors

all by summers end.

x-squizet, you do realize that the "mail order bride" is the motif es, right? lol

 

[e.porter]

y can't i click on that picture and make it bigger?

 

[afriquedeluxe]

why is that pic so small, is it a rack?

 

[Cold Truth]

its the Es Rack! i dont know why it wont let you click on it....

 

[trykome]

sorry to hear that Cold seems like thats been going around ala my thread about my girl leaving me haha i say to hell wit it all man all women are crazy

 

[Producer_GyaL]

Cold, honey, it sucks. keep your head up on music, nobody cant take that away from you. One day you will soon realize that it was for the best. We cant deny that because of her, you did grow a lot. Now, your new girl to be will know exactly how to support you and be there for you. Being around you will be pleasant for her. Time for a new fresh start. Starting with that motif rack. I have your back. take care boy.

 

[Cold Truth]

i reeeeeeally do love the illmuzik women these days...lol

 

[Chrono]

producer gyal you have a right heart. but hey Truth, you understand what's going on and that is the best thing i can see. sometimes people move in different directions. such as life

enjoy your new SET UP

 

[Equelizer]

Damn Cold, that fucked up. I see you wont be hurting for long....lol.

 

[Cold Truth]

actually, i will be. this was a tough one, and i do love her very much. its very hard and no piece of gear can replace that. but i figure ifi dont have that responsibility right now, i may as well shore up the studio.

 

[Chrono]

man seriously i did't mean to sound emotionless in my post. i took me 2 years to get over a year and eight month relationship [i ended it but she quickly moved out of state]. some times the cold truth fuckin sucks

 

[Producer_GyaL]

Same for chrono, it took me a lot of hard slaps to realize that his friendship was far from being good for my soul. the hardest part is the emotionnal bond that it still there after the breakup. I know in your case its another story, cause im sure she must have been really good to you. It is easier when the other was a jerk.. cause who need that in our life? Sometimes the hardest situations make us grown so muchhhh in the end and trust me, life is soooo good when you have pass those hard times!!! If music is really your love make us a banger! Take care babe

 

[afriquedeluxe]

its the Es Rack! i dont know why it wont let you click on it....

ah just some firefox error, worked with IE. anyway that should be nice man, proly take some of the stress away. but if things werent working out then it just werent meant to be. you'll get over it in time, you a strong dude.

 

[Chrono]

If music is really your love make us a banger! Take care babe

thanks sweetie! i just finished the lyrics on a new song actually proced by lex. i won't even say anything about it though, i'll pm you when it's mastered.

 

[pancakebunnny]

This lil' struggle will definately translate through the music. Good luck with it... everything happens for a reason, and the struggle only enhances and highlights the rest of it.

Speaking of upgrading, if you're looking for any computer related stuff (I have a few pimped out Mac G5's, a few pentium 4 PCs, TONS of new hard drives, etc etc, let me know. I got the hookup, especially for illfam.

Mozeltof

 

[x-squizet]

yes cold i was talkin about you and ya girl splittin and shit

 

[Cold Truth]

it just got delivered to me at work. i cant wait to get home today, im a kid in a candy store right now.