Welcome to illmuzik!!
Practice makes perfect....
Don't view your beats as something that sucks...they are works in progress..you listen to your beats and you figure out what you don't like about them then work at that....once you fixed that part, go to another and do the same thing....Music isn't something you ever master, you always are learning how to make your music sound better as you progress...Don't get discouraged; Dr Dre's first beat was nothing like his last, as is DJ Premier's, Alchemist, etc.
I don't own a pair of monitors and I've replaced my Sony MDR-7506's already. So I'm using $30 headphones and I like them better.
And yeah, Relic..you need one of those B! things...Like me...
And Cell...Next to my B! should be a $ OOOOOOOOHH
OOOH AND YOU USED MY SAMPLE THAT I USED TO WIN THE B! BEFORE YOU!!! OOOOH YOUR B! SHOULD STAND FOR BITER!! (nah just kidding you flipped it nicely, sir. Well done)